little bit of pictures of today and from Helsinki Zoo :)

pictureees

and what look-a-likes ??

it's party timee..!

Soo.. My moms and aunts birthday is TODAY! and we have cake and blueberry pie and lots of cookies and candyy and everyything :) I haven't eaten anything yet and I'm already hyper. It's been a looong time since the last time I felt this great.

The room is cleaner than EVER.. I had to clean it 'cause of the celebration, and I've changed some funritures places, it was a good idea, looks more open now.. I took couple of pictures of the room now.

Things weren't so great in the love life a few days ago, but it's all worked out now.. I have a feeling that it was just good that we hit the bottom 'cause now everything is better. I've been making little visits to Mäntsälä few times and tomorrow I'll make one again.. Thank God for free trips :))

Oh, I'll be going to my dads place next friday, hopefully someone is coming with me or I'll be bored to death.. :D

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helloo.. sadness

Okay... so today was nothing like great, well I did have a good time with Linda when we went to take pics and to pick peas near where I live. We got alot of them, and even got a few amazing shots. Today Heidi went to Berlin, that's not fun for either of us..and I don't feel good at all. I don't feel like writing since I'm on a sad mood but I'll put some pictures for you to see...

vacuums and carpets

So... um, actually I really don't know what to write today.

Well.. I'm starting to hate that we moved, at first it was good and bad but now there's less good and more bad. I know no one here, the closest friend lives in Tikkurila, I don't have money to travel to Mäntsälä... and there is alot more. Luckily, I managed to get my floor empty and got a carpet now.

I was thinking I'd do a some kinda 31 days challenge or something that many people are doing, but in english. But now to a thought I just had, school is starting in less than a month and I am pretty scared of how I'll survive there. It just happens to be a BIG change going from junior high school to vocational school. I know three people there and somehow that is comforting 'cause I don't have to act that I like someone I actually don't and I can be the person I am and not try to fit into some mould.

Oh and there's some good pics I got yesterday.

well hello again

Yes I know I haven't been updating my blog for a looong time. Sorry about that, I was in Mäntsälä for over a week and I haven't had time now. So today I thought that I would do some updating here.
The room is as messy as always, besides the new stuff on the floor nothing has changed place. I'm supposed to get my carpet on the floor tomorrow or today, probably tomorrow though. I feel a little exhausted because of the move and all the going everywhere. I'm even supposed to go to my dad this summer, having no idea when or with who, how nice. I don't know how everyone thinks this is a holiday for me.

Things didn't always go as planned in Mäntsälä, Heidis scooter broke and we got stuck in Järvenpää at a gas station but we got a ride from her uncle. That trip wasn't only a bad thing, I got myself jeans (finally!) and Heidi got a shirt. They got the scooter fixed the day before I had to leave, fortunately. We had to take a buss to Järvenpää 'cause we had to go get Heidi shoes with her mom, we even went to Subway to eat.. yay (: Unfortunately we had to go to Heidis dad on monday, we weren't happy about that.. I survived somehow to stay sane.

what about me

Today didn't go as planned, I was supposed to go to Tikkurila but I didn't feel like it. I've actually felt sad all day, and that is new, usually I cheer up during the day but not today. I feel like I have to hide what I want, need and feel. I just really feel like talking to those persons who try to understand.

Room looks like the same as my old one, does not surprise me, I'm too lazy person to clean up. Tomorrow I have to do something here 'cause my cousin and her husband are coming over I think. I'm also going to Mäntsälä again. No idea how long I'm going to stay there this time.

Here's the bag and sun glasses I bought:

a good weekend ?

not in the end... So I've started to get this look like it's a bedroom and not just a place where all the stuff is all around. We got curtains to me, finally. I feel a little bad now 'cause after I and Linda got this look a bit better, it's now almost looking like the same what it was before. I just have too much stuff in here, that's all... I think. I brought my stuffed animals here that take really much space, yes I do have a soft spot for stuffed animals (:

I was on a really good mood on thursday since Heidi came here and spent three days here and left this morning to her sisters place.. that's a reason why I didn't write sooner. We went to Malmi and got to try how to survive by going by buss there. And we also met Linda there and went to eat and then just shopped, I found myself a bag, and Heidi bought herself the same one, just in different color. I also found sun glasses since I lost my last ones to a forest when we went orienteering in school. Before coming back home Linda and Heidi bought milkshakes and I got a McFlurry.. yum. The day didn't end as well as it started because Heidi got some reall bad news.

I just realised that almost a month has gone from the summer holiday, not a nice thing.